Sunday, December 20, 2009 ♥
♥ 10:50 PM
Helloooo friends .
I've said that i will not think , but sorry i cant ..
but ive definitely had tried my best .
Im feeling so bad now .
I was thinking ;
who will be there for me when im sick now
who will be thr for me when im feeling down now
who will be there when i was bullied by my family members now
who will b thr for me to care and protect me now
who will b thr to listen to my troubles now
who will b thr to solve my problems now
who will run to get a drink just for me now
who will lend me his shoulder now
who will bring me to whrever i wan to now
who will wait for me below my house for me to get prepared now
who will buy me those stuffs i love now
who will use the silly mind and make me laugh now
and alot alot more ...
Things just gone all of a sudden .
It's not easy to take it lightly .
Everything i did/ went , links to all this .
I dun know just how long more this will bother me till .
I dont know where will world bring me to now .
not here ; not thr .
People , its been days .
I've got the urge to ..
dont blame me cos its lyk 2 yrs pass lyk this .
And now all of a sudden ..
But i know i cant , i should not .
Thats why im feeling so bad .
I really really wished to , but i cant .
will you all know the feeling of it ?
I know all your ( my friends ) comfort words are true .
But its not easy to think that way .
It has too much memories .
2 years+ of memories .
how little can it be ?
I know whatever ; its not my problem anymore .
But my mind just cant stop thinking .
Just cant stop jealous-ing .
I wished to go out as often as i could .
But i cant .
parents not allowed .
Hais , seriously ..
what a fcuk'up life ...



i duno why this pictures " dong ba lei" one ah .
no moood go make aso . turn your heads ba (:
cya people