Monday, December 28, 2009 ♥
♥ 5:33 PM
Didnt slept well .
Tried to sleep early so that i will think lesser .
But even sleeping im thinking ..
sleeping how to think ?
yes , dreaming .
I dream bout stuffs the whole night .
till i woke up .. 2 plus .
The dream seems so so so real .
And people say dream is always that doesnt happened .
what will happened is opposite from the dream right ?
then i hope then .
I dont wish to wake up at all .
since nobody at home and ive nothing to do at all .
But i was woking up by calls .
People calling my house , spamming , finding my mum .
And shes not in .
Yes , it meant im alone at home all alone .
And today is actually my happy day .
But it turned up to be such a sad day ,
being alone at home , lying on bed , listening to music .
I dont meant to b cold towards you .
I just dont know what to say to you anymore ..
I always told myself ..
As long as ur happy , i dont mind letting you go .
Promise me to hao hao qu shen huo .
I give up loving you ...