After looking at the post joey posted up ( which is the post below ) ,
i decided to change myself and stop being wad i am now .

Replying to the post she (Joey ) posted : lols , i was really shocked .
I will definitely cheer up .
Thanks for this surprise you made for me huh ! ahahs .
thanks for thinking of using this way to cheer me up and make me happy .
thanks for always being with me when i just broke up .
Either going out with me or chatting online with me or smsing me .
And helping me think of all the possibilties of wads the meaning of wad he did or said .

To all my RL friends who had been accompany me through this period :
Its been 17 days , i know i have to get over it alrdy .
Cos i know there's no use sad anymore . wad use thinking about the past ?
Will thinking bout the past make him return to me or make him changed back to the past ?
no . nothing will change either . even if sad ive to pass all these days by myself .
Thanks for all who comforted me and accomanied mi through the night till 4 plus when i cant fall asleep .
I know u all dont wish me to be sad . so i wont anymore .
You all will see the happy me again next yr (: .

To WT mates : i may not be close to all of you .
But u all still make the effort to comfort mi and playing w mi in wt .
giving me a listening ear when i feel really really down or even makes jokes just to make mi smile .
No matter how much i sigh , you all didnt give up in trying to cheer mi up .

I know i should be contented . With all such nice friends . (:
I will treasure all of you .
I surely will .

Lastly , its not i not good .
Those who duno treasure me is their "sun shi " ;XX ahaha