wanted to come and change the title of the blog .
then i happened to see that blogger is back to normal .
so yeah . shall post bout abit of things .

this few days , ive fall deep into a bad mood well .
seriously , problems followed by problems .
im SWEAR im going crazy soon . over thingys that ... well nvm
mani thingys , all girls hab . ii didnt get to enjoy them .
ii felt im becoming a boy . a useless boy .
ii dont get ani pampered either from family or stead .
wad ii get was only beggings .
i hope to leave this world real soon .
mayb the illness is just right for mi .
maby its not a bad illness aftall .
ive no happiness in life .. losing thingys one by one .
ive suffered alot that no ones noes .
even if one noes , he/she doesnt even seems to bother .

p/s ive done my best for you .
but its just not enough for you .
ive hurts everiwhere .
wad ive done is definetly perfect for others .
but idk why you still not contected .
i noe you dont lyk mi post all thiese thingys here .
but who else could i turn to ? you ? no .
you hab ur wt . its more than enough .
blog is the only , i could talk to .
wadever i do , helps , can just put no where in ur heart .
you cant stop urself from hurting mi ,
so dont stop mi from hurting myself ....